Thursday, February 12, 2009

My week.

I've had such a bad week! Sunday I started feeling sick, then by Monday morning I was having trouble breathing. I went to the hospital, they did an EKG and an x-ray of my chest. Everything came back fine. The Dr. said I have an Upper Respiratory Infection! It's really been kicking my butt!! He gave me Z- pack and steriods. I am finally starting to feel a little back to normal.

Yesterday and today I had some trainings to do at work, 5 different groups of 40 people. All of them went great, except for the last one, I have never felt so embarrassed, mad, upset, humiliated, etc. This one guy called me out and was basically bullying me, in front of everyone. I had no one to back me up, it was just a bad experience. You see, my job is a quality coordinator. I have to monitor calls for a large Bank, and provide feedback and coaching to improve the quality of the associates. So in the meetings today I was going over the main areas of opportunity. This guy decided that he didn't want to hear what everyone was doing wrong, he wanted to hear what are the positive things. If you have ever heard of the term "If it's not broken, don't fix it". Basically I am not there as a cheerleader to tell you what you are doing right, I am there to identify the opportunities, and coach on what the associates need improvement with. He did not get this. It was just a bad experience. I am already bad at public speaking, and then he put me on the spot. I wanted to crawl in a hole!

So tomorrow is finally Friday! Jalena is having a party at her school, I am going to try to make it! I made little valentines day treat bags and cute little cards for all of her classmates!

Then I am planning something special for the BF on Saturday. More to come on that!


brandi said...

so...send me some pictures and I will do your blog for you doll! Hope you have a great time at the v-party and out with the BF! :)

Stephanie RN BSN (to be!) said...

I hope you get to feeling better!